This post may be slightly unconventional. That is at least compared to my others...
Can I just say how much it sucks to feel insecure?
And that's totally universal when applied to any situation.
Can I share something personal? I think I will, after all it is MY blog.
I know God is there for me, but it's really hard to trust in him when I feel vulnerable.
When I feel like everyone is judging me. I go through these conversations in my head
I wonder if I'm being annoying...oh come on Ally, be confident. Who cares what they think.
I wonder if people look through multiple pictures on my profile...because obviously my profile picture is too fabulous. Okay. Now I'm just being conceited.
Will people judge me for this blog?
Probably. But so what, I guess.
Right now I am insecure. My future looks very fuzzy, and it's because I'm going through a lot of changes. I'm afraid of failing...at many things. School, relationships...um, life.
I'm not asking you to care, but I'm pretty sure just about anyone who takes the time to read this can relate somehow.
God is there for you. Prayer does so much. It does.
Even though, if you are like me it sucks not having an answer when you want it. Remember God knows the difference between when we want it and when we need it.
All in good time. I'll keep trusting God.
There are too many excellent bible verses for this topic.
Can I just say how much it sucks to feel insecure?
And that's totally universal when applied to any situation.
Can I share something personal? I think I will, after all it is MY blog.
I know God is there for me, but it's really hard to trust in him when I feel vulnerable.
When I feel like everyone is judging me. I go through these conversations in my head
I wonder if I'm being annoying...oh come on Ally, be confident. Who cares what they think.
I wonder if people look through multiple pictures on my profile...because obviously my profile picture is too fabulous. Okay. Now I'm just being conceited.
Will people judge me for this blog?
Probably. But so what, I guess.
Right now I am insecure. My future looks very fuzzy, and it's because I'm going through a lot of changes. I'm afraid of failing...at many things. School, relationships...um, life.
I'm not asking you to care, but I'm pretty sure just about anyone who takes the time to read this can relate somehow.
God is there for you. Prayer does so much. It does.
Even though, if you are like me it sucks not having an answer when you want it. Remember God knows the difference between when we want it and when we need it.
All in good time. I'll keep trusting God.
There are too many excellent bible verses for this topic.
Habakkuk 2:3 For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end—it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay.
Way too true. Being insecure really sucks. You almost create the bad situations before they happen. I've personally experienced this many times before. Confidence is something that I struggle with but isn't that true in all sinners? We are all sinners are we all know we fall short of the glory of God. So it is natural because we are truly not enough if weren't for Jesus.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Your profile pic is fabulous! :)